我一直是很麻木的人，但曾经有一段时间我的生活起伏澎湃，所以感受狂多。后来不知是起茧了，还是生活趋于平淡，再也没有感觉了。

I’ve always been a numb person. Even though, I used to feel alot because my life was up and down (like earthquake). Maybe because I had enough, or my life went even, I no longer feel anything.

说不定还是一直过平淡的生活好啊，就可以习惯感受琐碎的小事了。日本人吃的清淡到底是好啊。

I’m wondering if I can feel little things if my life had always been boring. It’s good for Japanese that they eat tasteless food.  (Gee, how can I express it in English?!)

不过也有可能，我天生SENSOR弱，若是生活一直平淡就一辈子没有过感觉了。

But maybe I was born with a weak sensor. I would had no feeling at all if my life was forever boring.