这是我在半做梦状态中造出来的一个形容自己现状的最贴切的词。是不是“生活”我记不清楚了。我不知道其他人有没有也有得这种毛病的。就是你越来越觉得自己所谓的生活乐趣和生活意义变得越来越狭窄，以至于除了某一两件事外，其他一切都引不起自己的注意了。

我语言能力低下，越是要我说明一件事我越是说不出一句完美准确的句子。只有做梦的时候才会冒出精辟至极的词语来。比如“虫龙”、“王去”。。。 我的语言能力已经被埋到潜意识里去了。

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This is the word I created during my dream, which can best describe my current status. I’m not sure it was “life” astrophy or not. I wonder if anyone else has the same kind of symptom. You feel the happiness or the meaning of your life is shrinking. To the point that there’re only one or two things can arrouse your interest.

I’m not good at putting things into words. Whenever I want to explain sth, I can never find the exact sentence for it. The most precise words only come in my dreams. Like “Bug Dragon”, “King Gone” (Trust me, these words do make sense in Chinese, also far more meaningful & interesting), etc.. My language ability is buried in my subconsciousness.

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